Rest In Peace , my dear junior

22nd of November 2009

There is a competition held on the new futsal court at semambu ..
The Orange FC has took part into the competition ..
Han Qiang , a player of the Orange FC ... He's a great player .. 26 years old and he is going to marry next year ..
He is my senior .. But .. I never had a talk .. even a word .. I remember when I vs his team .. I used to guard him .. and tackled him .. hope he don't mind about that ..

I am happy that my friends and I formed a team called "Orange Junior FC" .. Which combined with Orange FC .. The manager of Orange Fc told us that they will gonna exchange two players like that just to train our skills .. and make us become more teamwork ..
Unfortunately .. Han Qiang .. has died during the competition on 22nd of November 2009 ..
I was got shocked while I was studying maths at hauhui's house when I received the message.. and I thought it was a fake because it was too hurry ..
However , my friend , hoe.. phoned me .. and told me that he really died ..
It was so damn sad to know that ..
In year 2009 , I've lost 4friends that I know ..

Now .. there is no longer a chance to train with han qiang when exchanging players .. really gave a fuck on it .. why this world .. damn unfair that good guys shall die and bad guys shall live and gives harm to human being ? Han qiang really a nice guy .. I don't know much about him .. but in my first sight I knew that .. My friend also told me he's really NICE .. but now .. I can't even have a chance to feel that ..

My friend told me that he died because of he jumping too fast and the heart suddenly stopped .. I think this is due to the fatigue he had .. he was tired that everytime I watch him play .. he was like running uncomfortable ... I could feels the tiredness from him while I watch him playing ..

I guess .. there will be more and more people gonna leave me soon or I .. its depend ..
From the phase " Life is full of changellenges " .. This is totally true .. Every seconds .. there is a changellenge or some changellenges always ..

A blog by me ,a player from Orange Junior FC..
Rest In Peace , Han Qiang , the senior ..
Good luck on ur family and also ur future wife ..

Concerns .

Time now is : 2.30a.m.
Date now is : 17th of November 2009

SPM starts in 29hours 30mins ..
I am wondering for a long time ..
That .. is v gonna concern about me ?
I guess ..
Its not .. v always no credit .. or expired ..
I remembered that when v is having PMR ,
I was like .. keep sending msgs to concern about v although v has no reply ..
Hopefully I will have a talk with v at night ..
Ha .. when I checked some msgs ..
I was smiling on it ..
I can feels the happinest that I am giving off ..

However ..
SPM just left 29hours 20mins ..
I still did not get any concern from v..
Haa.. I could not believe it .. But I've to..
It's a fact ..
Things change in time ..
and .. its quick ..
Really an unfair world ..

"May all the Gods/Angels with all the form5 students"
P/s : Especially healthy GOD .

Rest In Peace , my friend .

A friend , he is jian fong ,林振峰 ..
He just graduated from Air Putih school..
But then , after that he went to a cake shop and work ..
His dream .. to be a cake shop's boss ..
However ..
This would not achieve in real life anymore but he will achieve it at the heaven ..
He ..
A very nice guy that I ever know ..
He .. never think about doing something to harm people ..
He is totally 100% a nice guy .. I mean .. 200% !
How on earth will this happened !
I can't really accept the fact of the death !
Damn ..
He .. got short-tongue .. always get bullied by people in tuition last time when I was studying remove ..
Hopefully , I never bullied him .. If not I really feels very uncomfortable living in this world ..
He .. used to be one of my mom's student ..
My mom has taught him for 5years since form1 to form 5 ..
I did cried for him ..
How about my mom ? their relationship damn closed ..
The chinese newspaper wrote the news about him ..
Here's the link : http://www.chinapress.com.my/content_new.asp?dt=2009-11-02&sec=malaysia&art=1102mb90.txt
31st of October , his dad , went to his room to awake him but .. his dad found out that he doesn't have any sense ..
Then quickly called the ambulance but it was too late .. The case has happened a few hours ago which has written in the report ..
He .. is the only son .. and also the youngest ..
“他平時上下班都由我接送，做事有交代，性格內向，平時在家裡看電視或玩遊戲，沒有不良嗜好，他是我的乖兒子。” said by his dad ..
I couldn't imagine how his dad feels !!!!!!
His death is due to heart attack .. my mom told me there's liquid inside the lungs
I really hope he is still alive ..
Because that .. I really wanna talk to him ..
Even a sentence .. A short chat .. a word ..
It could stastified me ..
But .. There's never gonna have any chance for it anymore ..

How unfair is this world could be ..
A true nice guy .. left the world ..
But .. those bad fellows .. could stay in this world and do so damn many of bad things which are harmful ..
Hopefully , he left this world peacefully by sleeping without awake..
"振峰是一名乖巧的孩子，平時努力工作，希望有一天可以開設蛋糕店，他生前在糕餅店工作近一年，並計劃做到即將來臨農曆新年後就辭職去念烘焙課程，沒想到這麼年輕就離開我們。" said by the boss from his job .

Importantlly , he is going to achieve his dream soon ..
“他的堂兄姐妹們合資訂製紙紮蛋糕西餅店給振峰，大約在百天後即可完成." by his cousins..
His cousins ordered a cake shop made by paper .. Gonna send it to heaven for him .. and this will take hundred day to finish making it ..

My dear friend .. he has been burnt .. and he is now resting in peace at heaven ..
Good luck and all the best to you ..
My dear lovely 林振峰 ..

The time

Today , 31st of October 2009 ..

After I finished my account tuition then once I get into house ..
I saw my mom ..
And she .. told me that .. one of my friend passed away ..
He .. is a great guy with no evil mind or heart ..
But .. how come .. he will died ?
Once he slept .. never get awake ..
Why ... How could this be ...
He's a good guy .. He's kinda poor .. have problem in talking because he is having short tongue ..
But .. He never do such things hurting people ..
Why should he leave !

Damn ..
I've been loosen two of my friends already ..
One india .. One chinese ..
Argh !!!
This world is full of shit !
Soon .. the school is over .. All the students are having car license ..
Some of them .. likes to show their skills .. and also motorcycle ..
I am afraid that I will lose somemore friends ...
I am afraid of it which bring me a big sadness ..
As the time go on ..
Some of us .. will be leaving ..
It is difficult that have to face the fact of death who you know ..
I hope that 2012 really the end of the world ..
So I don't need to have a long term of sadness ..
and also ..
Hope all of my friends .. know how to appreciate their life and not to harm themselves or others ..

30th of October 2009

The day that can considered as the most tired day in this year .
This day ..
I had facing a football ..
for about 6hours !

The science scene students from my school .. invited me to play football in front of the stadium of kuantan .Hence , it a school day !
I woke up at 7am then I quickly get all the cloths without a bath
Then I reached there at 7.40a.m
We started the game at 8a.m ..and ended at 11a.m.
3hours of football ..
My team .. Kok chan , wei yang , eng qing , yong jiet , wei han and I ..
All of us injured except wei yang ..
The opposite team .. they were kinda mad .. wearing a boot still play rude .. I was forced to show them my angry face by kicking the ball hardly while they holding the ball near me .. then they were afraid and slowed down a bit .. it could help us to prevent injury then x)
However , my left leg's toe .. was injured . HOW ? there's blood inside the toe nails .. man .. that sux ..
I reached home at 12p.m. then I quickly changes all my cloths and then I cut my toe nail .. It was pain .. The blood was breed after I cut ... Argh ..
I went for a nap after having my bath ..
and missed a tuition by awakening lately ..

At 9p.m. I got a futsal match with AS Timber .. against malay .. arghh.. Another one hour of football then ..

Moreover , 11p.m again another futsal match ! ha .. play with last year graduated students , there's an uncle against us .. that uncle .. damn rude ! That court , the boss is my friends's friend .. so he let us to continue playing without any addition money ..
Then we played another hour ..After two hours of playing , the boss and his friends went to the court and asked us to play with them .. My leg cramped and injured ... but forced to play with them while lack of players ..

It's a Crazy day ..
Scored more than 5 goals ..
Ran more than 5000metre ..
Shot more than 10 times ..

Conclusion : Advantage : Stamina increased , Muscle builded
DisA. : Become darker , injured

The accident

Damn !
There's an accident happened just in front of BMW !
My friends and I were chit-chating inside YES
When we were about to leave .. We saw a lot of people just in front of the BMW there ..
We went there ..

There's a toyota alphard and a proton wira-aero were there and crashed ..
The toyota .. luckily there's safety airbag preventing them..while on the unlucky side .. proton ..
It crashed so damn badly !!!! OH MAN !!!

It's a rainy day ..
and around 2 am ..
There is blood on the ground ..
The lady ..
I mean .. A lady ! was inside the car ..
stucked .. with no breathing ..
I was wondering why is she leaving so quickly ..
She .. died ..
The firemen went there .. get her out .. but..
It's useless .. She doesn't have breathing anymore ..
She .. was covered by a white curtain ..
A helper .. checking on her car ..
Finding her handbag ..
However .. I saw a small child girl's slipper ..
A lady .. I mean .. A woman .. has just died ..
and she has already have children and husband ..
There's a Dunhill on her car ..
She is a smoker ..
She .. died .. but .. HOW UNLUCKY IS THAT !
A children .. has just lost her/his mom ..
A guy .. has just lost his wife ..
WHY !!
I was wondering why they like to speed while raining !
wondering why .. They like to rush while red light ..
How pitiful is it ...
How poor is it ..
How unlucky is it ..
I am so sad .. I would gonna cry for it ..
Even I do not who she is ..
I hope this will never ever happen on my friends , family and myself ..
Damn .. Who is gonna take care of her children ..
ahhh shit ! ..
There's many people taking photo on her ..
That's ugly .. and shameful..
This made herself doesn't feels comfortable leaving on this world ..
Guys ..
Please .. drive safety .. I am PLEASED to you guys ..

The Difference

A blog that showed how good/poor K810i's camera is .

Here I come ,


Normal , brightness -0/+0 , short-ranged



Normal , brightness -0/+0 , long-ranged



With the brightness of +2.0



With the brightness -2.0



Brightness -2.0 , Flash





Okay , round 2 . With effects .



Normal .



Black and white .



Negative .



Sepia .



Solarize .



In my opinion ,
Each of these photos proved that each of them have differences .
Such as the black and white .. It proved it has an emo feel or something like that ..
However , the photo with brightness -2.0 ,flash .
It gives u a terrible feels like u afraid of it ..

Conclusion : Good : Increased my capture skills .
Bad : No electric for 2 hours .
P/s : Sorry , I am a small begineer on photograpy . Will improve quickly : )

The Chicken Maryland

25th Of October 2009
It's my younger brother's 14th birthday !
He was keep asking for a party for his birthday ..
But mom and dad could not afford for it and eldest brother not here so do not have enough hands .
However , my mom bought some chickens ..
She just wanna try to make the day looks special so ..
She made chicken maryland .
Since there are some bananas that could not finish eaten
At around 7p.m.
I was watching street fighter in front of the computer at upstair while I could smell a fried chick smell from downstair
I was excited because fried chicken is my favourite !
Then I paused and went downstair for a look ..and ..


Saw this one , saliva was dropping ^^



However, the birthday boy was still ... Arghh



Here come the difference
Mom's


vs

somewhere oversea country



Kay , Dinner time ~!



Conclusion : good - I've becoming more interested on cooking western food ^___^
bad - Manchester United lost to Liverpool 0-2 :(

A Love Story Of Myself Ends

I got no right to do anything now ..
All the things that I do now ..
It will bringing her a big annoys ..
I guess ..
She has found someone special to her already since someone called her dear dear ..
This has proven that I am replaced ..
Ha ... checking the phone's sms ..
Making me feels so happiness .. I care about her so damn much ..
She always don't top up ..
But then I always top up .. just to phone her at night ..
To ensure than she gonna sleep .. drank water .. talks about the day .. consoling her ..
Ha .. everytime I top up RM10 .. but always get RM7 .. RM6 = 40mins .. Always not enough then I borrowed RM3 again from digi and phone her and get a good night kiss ..
Her smile ... on the phone ..
or in real .. will always make me feels happy once I heard it ..

Talk about the first view about her ..
It was form 2 ..
I always support my school's sports like volleyball and basketball.. I can ponteng just to watch ..
She was playing basketball .. for our school under 15
She got short-hair .. umm.. when she walk or sprint .. her legs like a bit special ..
Ha .. watched her playing basketball .. a tomboy .. =x
Then I reached form 4 .. She study form 3 .. and gonna take PMR ..
She always gone to my class to find my class's pengawas . The first time I was so surprised ..
Moreover , she also a prefect but a trainnie 1st ..
When the month reached May ..
I started to play friendster ..
Then I went to her profile .. ha ..
The first chat was ..
A picture that she took from kl ..
I was curious and not sure about is it her .. so I posted "u look likes korean"..
Because she really looks alike a korean ..
Then our story started from there ..
Those photo comments .. We just take it like ... chatting place ..
Then she added my msn ! YEAH ! haaha ..
We chatted a lots from there ..
I got her phone number but forgotten how I get it .
Then my birthday reached ..
She sms-ed me .. she wrote hakka to me ..
haha .. but I sent to my best friend who is hakka ..
She translated to me .. That message .. was the last message in my phone .. but once I get back the phone .. she has already deleted it ..

The first time to see her cry
She told me .. in msn .. that her and her friends gonna take part in singing competition at around June ..
Then I went there ..
Before that .. umm.. about few hours before the competition start ..
She onlined ! .. Weird .. then I quickly find her and chat..
Asking her why are u still here .. not praticing ? bla2 ..
Then 1 hour later she gone.. she went to pratice ..
The competition started ..
I reached there .. It's hard to get a better view at there .. Then I went in front .. Just beside the stage .. ha ..
I saw her .. Then we had a short conversion .. She told me that she totally excited .. Then I tried to make her calm by saying some stupids funny things to her ..
Her friends and her went to the stage ..
And singed .. welly .. nicely .. beautifully .. my eyes .. couldn't look at any other place ..
Because I told her .. "Wo hui zai xia mian kan zhe ni" means I will watching you at down there ~..
They finished then once she went down .. She cried ..
I gave her a tisu .. and told her that it's over .. stop crying ..
ha .. then I am dissapeared .. because her bro .. friends ,,all went to her ..
The competition ended .. And they got second ..

During the time of chatting at friendster ..
She found out that I have gone to a dinner organised by school.. and she praised me that I looks mature then .. we started chat there and then I promised that I gonna attend to a dinner with her ..
and That's IN of smktp ..
That time our relationship was kinda close .. can say like couple ..
She went to the dinner earlier than me .. because she had a make up with her friend ..
Then once I reached there about 7pm ..
I saw her .. and her .. saw me too ..
She quickly hide behind the wall ..
haha .. she's shy ..
The first thing I said to her was .. you looks beautiful wor..
Then she acted like "got meh got meh" ..
But then we went upstair ..
sitting together .. with her bro .. friends ..
Since the dinner was bored because keep anouncing and introducing..
Then I went out and bought a big flower .. to her .. her face was .. like .. x ) !!!
Then I gotta feeling that feels like gonna hold her hand ..
think kinda long but I did it ..
1.asked her to hold a phone .
2.hand sure opened and prepare to hold a phone .
3. But it's my HAND ! ha ...
I can feels the happiness ..
but just 2 seconds like that only .. and that is my first time holding my loves 1's hand ..
Every time I think about that dinner will always remembered her face ..
The nite is over .. We took a lot of photos .. had a lot of fun .. had a great time with her ..








haha..
Unfortunately ..
every story will end someday and somehow ..
ha.. this will be end now .. 3.33a.m. 25th of October 2009 ..(Younger bro birthday)
*Happy Birthday To You Chin Jun Hui *
P/s : Couldn't write so long .. hehex ..

The poorest day !

Today ..
I woke up at 7.10a.m. then I quickly went to bathroom and prepare ..
However .. I got stomachache ! then bomb-ed japan ..
Reached school at 7.40a.m.
Before recess time .. My stomach was like .. gonna explode soon but then I tahan-ed .
Unluckily ! After the recess , the first period is addmaths and then I got stomachache again ! arghh ~~(Went to toilet and bomb-ed japan again .)

1.00p.m. Went home due to teacher absent .
When I bath .. about 3p.m. .. My stomach...again .. PAIN !..then went to toilet and bomb-ed japan again !
5p.m. tuition bahasa melayu


Ah Jun's rumusan -13marks =x



He shy now waekkeke .



Funny shot ^^ and 3 of us .. The Best Friends .Top to btm : Hokkien , Hainan , Hakka



7p.m. finished the bm tuition then the next tuition at 8p.m so I went home and have my dinner .. But then I had a nap after dinner until 7.45p.m.
My stomach .. AGAIN ! PAIN ! .. Then I quickly went to toilet and bomb-ed japan AGAIN !!! ..
8.05p.m. Reached Physics tuition .


Cake : Emo-ing .. or sleeping ? ?__?



Cj7,the bodoh 1 .



Here I come again .Triple J , Jun Yeng , Julia , Jia How



The tuition end at 10p.m. then I went for supper with friends . Went to TC .

Jason combined with Kevin = Soo Jun Hoe <= botak


Having KFC .. Half of the bottle of chili has eaten by me muahah ~~


Went home at almost 1a.m.
Before I bath . ONCE AGAIN !
STOMACHACHE !!!
Went to toilet ..and BOMB-ED JAPAN again .
arhghh..


Conclusion : The whole day I've already got stomachache more than 7times . Went to toilet for 5times just to do BIG BUISNESS . Enjoyed the smell of toilet very much : )

A year of time .

Its been already a year and 3 days .
The school kept the phone for a year .
A year that is hard to forget .
A year of time .. I've changed a lot ..
Changed not to sms so much .. dota so much .. and keep improving my life ..

However , today I got back the phone that I made a girl's phone caught by teacher ..
and she ... is my dd.. but I never call her that for a year ..
I was forced to give up on her right after a month after the phone got caught ..
It is because that ..
Everytime I phone her ..
All she care was about her phone ..
Not about my feeling ..
And it made myself feels that I am a bad guy but why ?
I lend her my phone right after the cases took part .
Lend her my sim card ..
Argued with teachers ..
Argued with principle ..
Argued with mom ..
But it do not make any sense to get back the phone .
I started to treat her cold .. Just to get the PHONE problem away ..
I succeed .. Then .. After chinese new year .. I bought a same phone that was got caught and borrowed her ..
I've written some pages of words to her .. some drawing .. some meaningful things for me and her ..
But she .. Showed one of her friend .. I was sad that time .. I've done something that I never gonna think about doing it but she doesn't appreciate it at all .. I thought all of this will get back "the heart" like last time .

A year of time ..
Is totally complicated ..
A year of time ..
The world is becoming bigger and bigger ..
A year of time ..
New memorable things that cannot be forgettable ..
A year of time ..
A newer of me ..
A year of time ..
A relationship that is hard to explain .

A football match|Going to a mall with friends

†The Morning†

I sleep at 4a.m.
I told them that the football match will starts at 6.40a.m.
However , I woke up at 6.40a.m. I don't know why I can't woke up at 6.00a.m. by set-ed two alarm just beside me !
I reach Kemunting at about 7.00a.m.
Cake and I have discussed , I will find 10 people and he will find 10 people and then we will have a friendly match ..
7.30a.m. - There's only 10 people make it then .. So we made two small goals and then started the match with 5 vs 5..
Hopefully we get to start the game but badly .. we just played for not more than a hour ..
All of us were suffered on the sun and the field is too damn big ..
Then we went to "Nan chun yun" to have our breakfast .


They're having bak kuh teh but just got their rice.. poor them ..



Yah , I got him .. again ..



He don't know that I captured him hoho ^^



Leaving .. XianSheng and Cake .



Here come the motor GP world champion . Cake Jia How



trying to stop wei han down ^___^



†The Afternoon"

It's been almost 2months that I never have a chance go out to a mall with a branch of friends ^___^ Y
My friends and I went to Berjaya Megamall
There's about 10people but 4 people were one of my friend's friends , so we didn't bother them
We had basketball-shooting , shooting , touch-the-screen , snooker and movie !
We watched "Surrogates" on 4.30p.m.(It's a creative movie but it's still quite hard to understand)


It's ME !



Ah Jun while waiting for food



Captured it inside Ah Jun's car .



The cheese cake made by my mom .



Conclusion :
Bad - Lack of sleep , pimples-growing , wasted lot of money
Good - Relationship with friends increase ,no need to drive car .

P/s : With the 2 hours sleep .. I can managed to be active until now , 2.35a.m. and lastly .. It's bad .. better don't learn . ^___^

The happiest thing but still the saddest thing .

Today , 8th of October .
I went to east coast mall to get my salary which I worked for 8 days .
It was my first time to get my salary like that by giving me cash and a resist .
I am happy when I saw Kak.Zura(The promoter who hired me)
I went to her , she was ... like .. my boss .. took out the RM50 to me one by one and when she took it out I was ... MORE MORE MORE !!
She had showed me the resist


The Resit Rasmi .


They really makes me kinda ... missing them ..
Because when I came there , all of them's face were like .. kinda miss me too ..
Especially that Malay guy


ZIZIZI~~


When he saw me he straight away went to me , and asked me to treat him eat . Noob him =x
When I was about to leave there ..
I really having a feel like somebody were pulling me not to leave there ..
But I left there anyway ..
I greeted them before I was about to leave .. to all the workers who sales shoes there ..
After that I would have no longer having a chance to talk with them ..


The salary that I get . RM312.90 , RM0.10 as the bonus ==



The resit and my salary . I get RM53.90 as the komisen , means I have sold RM10780 to customersss



As the collection ^__^



Conclusion :
The happiest † Get the salary and learned to earn money
The saddest † RM313.90 -RM150(paid my dad due to I borrowed from him to buy futsal shoes) - RM150(to pay my eldest brother due to he sold the phone to me) = RM13.90 left for me to use .

3rd of October 2009

Sungai Lembing


On 2nd of October ,
I went for a futsal match and when I reached , they told me that tomorrow , they're going to sg.lembing and asked me to go too , I don't want to go but when they said that they're going to play water there then my heart will be a "HELL YEAH !"
After they futsal match ,
We had a discussion at a mamak at air putih .
We discussed that the driver wake up at 4.30 ,
5.30a.m starts to fetch all of us ,
then 6a.m. start the journey and 6.30a.m reach there .

On 3rd of October ,
5.30a.m the driver has reached my house , that accurated !
However , the time was 6.10a.m. to pick all of us :(
7a.m. reached there ,


The first picture .



Taken by Jason .



Now, Lilo's turn



My fav picture , admiring the view of sg.lembing .



Still admiring ~ ^^



Wow , up there got a sexy chick ^^



Hoe's emotion.



Williamz's emotion .

Hoe and I's emotion were polite but ...


Lilo's emotion ... + turns to -



My 3rd fav pic . hand-less .



Haha , he is fooled by me ^^


We went down .


All of us , Take ONE ! I got a big boobs ^^



Take TWO ! Carrying hoe while Jason grabing Lilo's boobs ~ lolx



Hoe is free now but my turn to get boobs-grabing from JasoN~^__^


Breakfast Time .


Lilo drinking air suan ?



Hoe transfering some ice tubes .



Jason not concentrating on his breakfast =x



???



???


**COMPLICATED**

Before go for swim~


MALAYSIA's SAKAI


After .


I saw something special !


Get a closer shot .


It's... Wendy ~! COOL ^^



Pretty lady , taking off his underwear~ PRetty LADYY~~



Yah , Capturing Jason but he revenged too~



Yah , this one . Um , actually not ... actually I was capturing ..



This one ! Raw Pink Nimple <= Jason's ! HA !


We were about to leave and this fat ass already started to sms . o0o



This is the time when we started our journey back to kuantan .



*Complicated* again .



The background when we're leaving ..



The driver/camera man .



The sleeper .



The ... Fat 1 =x



Reached Kuantan . a view of "Wan Fo Dian"



Enjoyed the whole day with a sleep of 4 hours and also played football at 4p.m.
But then I slept at 7p.m. to 9p.m.
Was going to watch movie to celebrate the mooncake festival , but my friend and I were too damn tired : (

Conclusion :
Good : Enjoyed the day well .
Bad : No celebration for the mooncake festival . :(