A year of time .

Its been already a year and 3 days .
The school kept the phone for a year .
A year that is hard to forget .
A year of time .. I've changed a lot ..
Changed not to sms so much .. dota so much .. and keep improving my life ..

However , today I got back the phone that I made a girl's phone caught by teacher ..
and she ... is my dd.. but I never call her that for a year ..
I was forced to give up on her right after a month after the phone got caught ..
It is because that ..
Everytime I phone her ..
All she care was about her phone ..
Not about my feeling ..
And it made myself feels that I am a bad guy but why ?
I lend her my phone right after the cases took part .
Lend her my sim card ..
Argued with teachers ..
Argued with principle ..
Argued with mom ..
But it do not make any sense to get back the phone .
I started to treat her cold .. Just to get the PHONE problem away ..
I succeed .. Then .. After chinese new year .. I bought a same phone that was got caught and borrowed her ..
I've written some pages of words to her .. some drawing .. some meaningful things for me and her ..
But she .. Showed one of her friend .. I was sad that time .. I've done something that I never gonna think about doing it but she doesn't appreciate it at all .. I thought all of this will get back "the heart" like last time .

A year of time ..
Is totally complicated ..
A year of time ..
The world is becoming bigger and bigger ..
A year of time ..
New memorable things that cannot be forgettable ..
A year of time ..
A newer of me ..
A year of time ..
A relationship that is hard to explain .