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From 28th of November 2009 (During SPM)

Ops, actually that day was 27th, but it's 27th's midnight.. So considered as 28th.

27th was Friday..

Ops again, this tittle is a.. love story. But the story ended.. peacefully .. silently.. unexpectedly and .. sadfully.

Okay, lets go now.

27th of November 2009.

That day I had futsal during night. So I finished it around.. 12am plus (28th of Nov already !)

Okay, then I was too tired and the laziness came to me..

So I went to my computer and started to waste my time on online-ing and.. FIFA 09 -ing

hahax..

Um, but then.. Suddenly !!

My phone rang.

A message received..

What message was that!??!

A forwarded message.

28-Nov-2009 0145

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"good nite & hv a sweet dream"

A good night greet huh.

I was like got shocked that it's already midnight.

So I started to reply her around 10minutes later.

Its been a long time like around 2months that I never send any msg by my phone.

So, the love story started from that moment.

She is a girl that having a good behavior all the time. extremely discipline and .. cute+lovely

We get to know each other since 2008 and mid year.

It is kinda "destiny" that I met her.

If I don't get a good result for my PMR result.

I couldn't get into the science scene class and get to meet her.

But I did it. Hohohoho..

Lets go back then.

Um.. So, our relationship keep improving from that moment..

I keep concern, console and supports to her to get in mood and study for the SPM exam.

Then.. After SPM.. My dad.. got sick badly and went to hospital..

There was a lot of not so happy things happened..

But I managed myself to stood up because I had her concern , console and support too!

So.. Our relationship was keep improve and improve

I started to work at GSC, Golden Screen Cinema. To earn some money before going to college.

So, at 11st of January 2010.

The day, when our really love relationship started.

A date with her.. to the mall. wow!

haha.. I was seriously shy actually! but I managed myself not to show it off.

She reached the mall while I went to buy a waffle for her. Chocolate kaya or chocolate strawberry flavor. I had forgotten. OH MY GOSH!

So, we went for movie, the first movie with her ever!

Movie : Old dogs.

Time : 6.10pm or 5.10pm or 4plus If no mistaken..

A twins seated ! hahax.. But the ticket was kept by her. So I don't know the ticket was still around or not.. I hope it's still around because that ticket was a superb memorable ones to us.

But that day, she was tired.. So she slept ! oh shit.. So I just hugged her to give her more comfort to sleep.

The day ended.. Got hugs and hold-ed her hand. thats all..

So, our relationship get more improvement..

Until..

19th of March

Friday again.. lolx..

I got my off day.

So she and I were having dinner at Crocodile rocks.

Had my mix grills while she had her spragetti.

An enjoyable night but when we leave.

Things go bad.

She asked me if found any other nicer girl or what..

You can go for her anytime..

I was got shocked cause it was too sudden and too unexpected.

So I was keep trying my best to make things right.

But just part of it settled.

Then we left.

And then the problem came again but not in real. by message.

lolx.. I was extremely emo that time..

Days passed slowly and sadly till 29th of march

The day that she was going to Nasional service(A camp for 3 months training)

I was late. and her bus almost got away.. But hopefully!

I brought her um.. 2 pack of tissue papers. a funny cow stuff.. two umm.. kinda farewell cards.. but it was not.. I think I better use love cards. There was pictures inside it. and also I brought her a bottle of water that I made it by myself. Because she got sore throat .

So.. She took it.. and gave me a lovely hug.. and then.. she.. gone.. Then I went for work. I was soo down.. Till I can't stand it and went to toilet and cried.. Damn.. What a shame!

Every Saturdays(around 6pm+ Phone releasing) and Sundays(around 9pm+ Phone keeping)

I'll definitely call her . All the laughs.. things.. I can still remember.. Cause.. It was too wonderful.. How on earth, can I stop remembering it ?

Till 1st of May, our next meet. She got 4 days holidays.

So we went for dinner.. Buffet. Before that she went to my house.. Wow.. I never prepare.. But there was no any secret or uncensored things for her to know or see in my room or my house. No big deal.. I just went for bath and have some sweet talks and then we went out for dinner.. She was tired since she went out for the whole day.. She slept in the car so I drove to a lovely place and stopped there and let her sleep. But she woke up for a few minutes later then we continued to the 5 star hotel. Had a wonderful and enjoyable dinner , seafood buffet.. She has been a quite long time not having seafood already.. The looks.. the faces.. the expressions.. of her.. I can still remember.. It was way too funny.. But.. I love it so much .. Day ended happily..

2nd of May.

She went back to the camp.. Arghh gosh.. have to wait 1 and a half month !

By that time, we just sms and called her regularly on Sats and Sundays..

While I stopped my work since 28th of April , the last day. Then I went for college at 10th of May..

28th of May. My birthday.. Actually.. I dreamed.. That she had got her phone and called me for a surprise birthday wish. That day was Friday and she will never gonna get her phone.. But suddenly.. Things go so.. true-ly . She called me and wished me.. because of the next day she gonna have an event.. So got the phone.. wow.. Although she can't celebrate it with me.. But I am still extremely happy ! x))

Days passed by.. till..

12nd of June.

She was back after the 3 months of service..

I went the place where the bus dropped them..

I waited her.. She went down.. I was actually wanna hug her so much, but I was shy to do so..

When the bus's door opened. The first one who I saw was her.. wow! hahax.. She went down and went to me..

She was um.. became so rough and strong..

But thats okay for me.. Cause I like it hahax..

30th of June. Her birthday.

I was having my test that day.. But I still managed to go back to my hometown to meet her..

I was thinking to give her a surprise..

But ! She was sad about her birthday that her family did not keep the promise..

She was so down !

My heart was soft..

And quickly called her..

Console her..

Telling her I was at the hometown and told her about all my procedure/way to surprise her..

She was like .. got shocked.. but then .. she was happy ahahax.. and then I was happy too..

But too bad can't gave her surprise if not she can fly without wings. xP

So, days passed by.. Happily.. quickly(Happy time will always passed faster..)..

26th of July, the day she started her college life.

7th of August , met her at her college.

Till around 20th of Aug..

I felt that she changed..
But it was okay for me as I knew that it will be happened.

Day passed weird and weird.. Unnaturally .. I was trying to follow the way she is now..

But it is hopeless to do so as today.. she finally told me the true about the way she thinks..

Um, I can't do anything.. I don't like to force people..

So I just.. allowed her..

She having her college life happily and enjoyed everyday..

So I shouldn't show her anythings that is negative..

This is for her to go on her life happily..

So, now..

I am just like a flightless bird..

It's very hurt on my wound..

But soon.. I'll recover..

Then I'll fly back..

So, this proved.. As time passed.. things really changed.. face the fact.. solve them positively

If really no solution, just put one foot in front of the other.

We move just like we ain't got no other.

She yah.. um.. the one who really let me believe in true love..

The one who brighter my life in previous..

But seems like our spirit is too weak..

And I .. am powerless..

I don't have the strength to overcome things..

Distance is really a problem.. But I already gave my best on keep trying without giving up.

Till today.. I finally gave up.. not because I am not trying but I have no right for it anymore.

I am happy for my college life.

around 4 months already,

I always wondering.. Did I changes? or changed?

This one I am not sure of.

The only thing I am sure of was my love on her never changed.

Why oh why.. Argh..

By here,

Wishing you,

All the best in the future..

Just hope none of the negative things happens on you.

May my spirit be with you.

I really.. really... and .. really appreciated the love you produced.

It's too hard, too difficult till I got no idea on describing how wonderful is it..

Tonight, I'll admit..

I've no longer to save my last breathe to show what love really can do.

I'll admit..

I'll miss you a lots.

I'll admit..

I've no longer and have no right to jealous on you.

I'll admit..

I never thinks about having or anything of another girl.

And..

I'll admit,

Tonight will be the night that I returns your heart back to you..

Sorry for keeping it for more than half year..

Appreciated it so much.. Thanks

Ying love Yeng is no longer exist.