Lucks...

21/10/2010
12.18am

20 10 2010..
After I lost the futsal competition,
I started to feel that..
If you're really got no luck..
Seriously you couldn't get what you want but disappointing feel left behind..
While on the semi-final competition just..
I tried all my best just not to let the opponent to score our goal..
I was like... Defend like mad..
All the people there were like..
"Oh man, he's totally mad!"
Even my teammates, they surposed to wait at the front
But what they did were they went back and defend and rush again.
We really well-played..
Unfortunately, they did a goal on extra time..
A goal. A goal is enough to erase our hope..
A goal is enough to send us back with nothing on our hands..
I was really disappointed after the final whistle has blown..
If I have got some luck,
How nice it would be..
Life is all about luck..
Damn...

Competition

19/10/2010 12.41am

Woah..
11hours later,
I'll be sitting in the class room,
And watching my classmates' english individual presentation
By the way, I'll record THEM muahahhaax..
But next week is gonna be my turn..
And I not even get started on my preparation !
Thats gonna be HOLY SHIT ! hohoho merry christmas too

And also,
I am having futsal competition at 5pm!
Damn.. U know what..
I have no confident at all..
I had this feeling since the evening while I am playing football on the field..
What I feel was.. Um, I am getting weak on football..
Maybe it is because of the last few days I keep on playing futsal..
And I love football very much but not futsal..
Football is freaking full of challengingsSSS!!
I became weaker because of FUTSAL..
Damn, I was like.. keep hoping the futsal competition will end quick =x
By somehow,
I'll try to get this shit out of me! and try to win the competition!
I mean.. MUST WIN!!
If not I will disappointed my teammates badly..
So, I'll defend like a mad bull.
Just like.. Nothing or nobody in the world can stop me !
V ';...;' V

Football

4/10/2010 7.42pm..

Wow, since the sem one exam started till today,
I never play football at my college..
But today, I finally went to the field and play hahax
Well..
Um..
I enjoyed the game..
With the "aluma, messi" but kfc wasn't here cause he got sick..
They work at the canteen..
Everytime I see them, sure I will disturb them for awhile hahax..
They are not from Malaysia.. One from Indon.. And other two is from Mymar..
Okay...
Well..
After the football match..
I sitted on the field and take off my shoes..
Suddenly,
I feels.. that..
Actually there was a weird feeling..
Then I sitted there and think over and over again..
Yeah.. A lot of things were missing..
Before I go for football..
After football..
Just..
Something were missing..
Even what time should I go to the field I can't even remember..
Just...That I haven't get use on it..
But..
Soon..
I will.. I guess..
So,
The conclusion is..
I had a weird feeling hehex..

Time oh time..

4th of oct 2010 1.25am

A month of time???


A month of time,
I changed a lot..
A month of time,
I think it over and over again..
A month of time,
I had figured out what should I do..
A month of time,
I just can't stop thinking..
A month of time,
I hurted myself all the time..
A month of time,
I tried to pretend it's fake feeling all the time..
A month of time,
I lived uncomfortable-ly..
A month of time,
I finally knew.. I am totally out of her world..

2nd of October 2010

2nd of October 2010 7.02am


Having a trip with my friends on 2nd of Oct..
WEll, we started our journey at 7am to genting..
2day one night trip..
First day will be going to genting,
Having a night at kl(hotel)
Second day, shopping(MALLSSS)


WEll, I just realize that..
I am spending very less time at home or with my family..
Everytime I went back to my hometown..
What I did was.. Hang out with my friends..
Last night, I fell asleep at around 7pm, on the floor
Then I woke up at around 9pm,
Friend called me and I am out..
And.. I didn't take my dinner..
My mom cooked..
After I went back home..
And I think over again..
I feel very bad on myself..
Thats the conclusion =x