Old times..

8/1/2011
4.08am

Well well well..
I started to feel that I kinda miss a lot of things..
And..
Changed a lot..
No.. I mean.. I finally admit that I've changed..
HOW?? I not sure what I've changed.. Just that.. I've changed..
Like.. My thinking.. What I see now.. There's a lot of questions on them..
I think.. I've grow up.. And I think it is..
I am turning 20years old within 5 months time..
Kinda sad that my age not gonna start with "1" anymore..
Sighzz..

Oh yah,
What I am missing now is that..
Um.. Lets start with my high school !
I miss my high school a lots..
Since I went to college.. Things all went different!
Have to take care of myself.. No car..
Have to budget myself..
Control myself by not doing some bad stuffy..
Its all about "myself"..
Sux huh.. But its useful for the future..
So.. Sighzzzzz...
Ok! Next.. Um.. My job!!
Golden screen cinema! I miss working in cinema a lots..
Cause that was the start of life after high school..
I miss singing indon songs with my malay friend..
And a lot of more!
What I can do now was just checking the photos..
Trying to recall my memorize back to my mind..
That job was seriously meaningful to me..
Learned a lot of things..
Enjoyed a lots !
But its over..
Well.. One word..
Sighzzzzzz..........

Last one was that..
When I having my job at the cinema..
I actually not only enjoyed working there..
Also enjoyed at outside!!
Like..
Hanging out with friends after work or holidays for me..
Watching football with my gang..
Even have supper after the football match or after my work!
MC DONALD!! KFC!!!
What I did was.. "I challenge you!!" I said this to my friends..
Then they felt not good and accepted the challenge..
And the challenge was.. EAT!!!!
KFC!! Dinner plates!! hahax..
Thats fun.. We just eat eat eat then the time passed..
Although the money also flied..
But it WORTH!!!
Well then..
Everyone like..
Started to leave for further study..
One by one gone to like everywhere in Malaysia..
And some.. Gone to other country..
But.. Now.. Everyone were like having their own life now..
Sighzzzz again..
Everytime I check back the photos..
I am kinda having tearsdrop .. But I just keep control not to!
I don't wanna mention that I want all of these back!
Cause its never gonna happen.. A time machine?
Nahs... Never gonna work.. Life goes on!!
So lets just go for the next step..
With a better shoes..
Clean and better shoes..

Damn.. Gonna have macroeconomics test later at noon!
I guess I have to stop here.. I mean.. Must!

It's life..
Sighz........................................